Hismones 02/26/25

"What's it gonna be: self-injections or implant?" When urologists and radiation oncologists talk with you about saving your life, they're pretty careful and probably wise not to share too many details about the features of said future saved life. Removing all testosterone to stop cancer growth eliminates virtually all sex drive (and can affect function) during treatment and photon-bombing your reproductive area increasingly affects function over time, even after treatments end. At my age, odds of recovering function aren't high, and pill interventions may give a little help for now but will be ultimately inadequate. Long-term solutions are pretty serious. Tammy's being an angel but it's another issue to negotiate. Fortunately, my medical team includes urologist, radiation oncologist, surgeon, and ED specialist/surgeon (whose exam room is decorated with Formula 1 memorabilia, very cool). Having a manufacturer's implant model demonstrated was a bit of a surprise. All the team seem to be good people, but the radiation oncologist is the one overt Christian and the most optimistic. I have done a lot of reading and watching online, but regardless differing perspectives and opinions, I am developing a strong faith in my team, especially including those technicians who aim and administer daily radiation. My appreciation for the team accompanies my trust that the same God who has guided and guarded my life to this point has purposes and plans that are abundant and beyond my understanding, at least for now. Sometimes life makes more sense looking back. When hope is mentioned in the New Testament, it's in the form of assurance rather than wishful thinking. If you don't have that kind of hope yet, you can. I'm open to discuss any time.